Stumbled upon an old email I had no idea existed anymore.
“I love you too, for your laugh and your zest for life, for the explorer inside you and the good that’s in you. And for all the times you’ve made me happy to be alive.”
a year and a half ago. Hard to believe any of those words were true. Were they? I hope they were. I hope you weren’t lying. Even now that we don’t talk, even now that things ended so so horribly, I hope those feelings were real. At least for awhile.